Monday, March 17, 2008

Can I Burn Dvds With The Canon Dc320

GER3, 16.2 - 22.2. "Discrete Structures" or "Anything else?"

Dear diary,

all now go blow by blow. Thursday (14.2.) I wrote the first analysis, and on Friday (22.2.) Already follows discrete structures. Discrete structures is not sooo heavier roles, but the writing tasks have then something in itself. Leave A friend of JJ (Sen) has discrete structures, too, and since he is already in a higher semester, he has not so with the lecture. He then asked me whether we can learn together. We had already learned last semester times together. Even then I was probably not a good learning partner.
Sen is in any event on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday (18th, 19th, 20.2.) Passed to learning.


On Wednesday we went together to the question hour. There we learn, for example, that the exam will be distributed similar to the task "types" such as homework. The homework was voluntary, but in structure very simple. There were 5 multiple choice tasks (multiple-choice ", tick Yes / No, 1 point each), (use only the result, 1 point each) 15 arithmetic problems, and 5 points for a written assignment, which then also the computation / Beweisweg etc. counts. We have also learned that there will be two written tasks. One could therefore set to 10 MC questions and 30 math problems.
is quite that bad but it will not come. The writing tasks in the exam took only 4 points, so there were only 6 questions and 18 MC calculations. This exam was a joke! I was done after 45 to 120 minutes with 26 of 32 points. What remained were two computing tasks and a written assignment of group theory.
The computing tasks are usually designed so that one can calculate them in the head, or writes a line on paper. I've written a page, well happens: D
The written assignment to the group theory, I've screwed up emotionally because I get along to this day still not with group theory.
But what can you do at the university more than 24 single-line Ankreuz-/Rechenaufgaben to have passed this in itself already 75% of the exam? :)

It is also used here in advance that I have actually taken the exam then 26 points. 26 of 32 points is a 2.0. Sen has got a bad grade, but insisted that is the main thing.

On Monday it announced the results of analysis written (the already mentioned 3.0 from last week). There was no exam review it too. This is the day on which you can look at again, what one has written anything for shit, and can get even more points out. This day would be 20.2. been. "Been" because I have until Thursday (21.2.) Saw that it was already the day before. Damn, I do not know what was right and wrong. And also do not like mine have laid 48 points on 65 points.


That should be already have for today, dear diary.

PS: Why "liebes"? ...

Monday, March 10, 2008

Bdsm Hotel Jacksonville Fl

Eng2, February 9 to February 15, "Analysis", or "So What goes wrong in life"

Dear Diary,

The day of the Analysis test is getting closer and closer. I should practice, I have jitters. The test is on Thursday (Feb 14), but TeDe is unable to move his ass to learn.

I heard Analysis for mathematician one year ago, but back then I didn't reach the requirements. This year it was more easy.
You have to do homework weekly and get points for it.
At this point I want to thank my Tutor for giving me that damn high amount of points.
We had to work in groups of three, so I grabbed TeDe and a friend of him. I think I was the only one who worked, so I was the only one who understood the stuff taught.
The most important things to me are the "Global lessons". An assistant professor calculates some exercises, then you go home, write it off and change the values. That's the way you get points.
TeDe and his friend were not very interested in working while the university is in session.


It's Tuesday, Feb 12. TeDe is coming by at 10 pm. The Countdown is running. 40 hours left. TeDe notices, that his book is missing. Bad timing, because we are allowed to bring with us whatever we can carry.
I try my best to explain at least one exercise, before we get his book early next morning. It seems it was a good choice to not become a teacher anymore, because it seems I explain things way to different. Math is not fun, but it is logic. And if it is logic, then I understand what they want to teach me.

We try to get some sleep in my 55 inch wide bed. I don't know why, but it is hard for me to sleep, when I'm not alone. It takes more time to fall asleep. Also I'm not sleeping very deep, so I wake up early. Then I try to not move, because I don't want to wake up the other one. But then I cannot find sleep anymore.

It is Wednesday (Feb 13). I don't want to get up. There are only 30 hours left until the test.
We get ready, take the bus and spend one hour (one way) to get the damn book.
At 1 pm we are back at my place. Great, 25 hours left. We work to slow. TeDe needs 4 times the time he is allowed to complete each exercise.
Hunger comes up, and we eat out instead of call for some pizza. Damn, that took at least 2 hours.
It's at least 3 am when we finally go to bed.

Next morning I show TeDe a secret technique, that guaranteed the passage of every test I wrote until now. And here I'm not speaking of cheating, because we are allowed to take every thing with us, that we can think of. By the way: I didn't cheat in any test before, so I will not start doing it!

Panic grows. 4 hours left until the test and TeDe is writing down everything he can find without even thinking about it. I prepare only 6 pages, I don't need more, and we leave the house. We have to wait half an hour before the test begins. Finally the test starts. I have to stop breathing to not cause a big roar of laughing. One of the 6 exercises was homework 2 month ago. So I grabbed the corrected homework sheet and copied it word by word. Form the other 5 I managed to complete 1 to my satisfaction, 2 with discomfort and 2 only the beginning.

I feel lousy. I have to get 50% of the test, but I would only give me 48%. DAMN IT, I don't want to write it again. I'm molested by many people via ICQ, but I want to be alone in a corner and first come out, when it is all over. But my quietness is begrudged.

I'll anticipate here a little bit from the future.
Let's come to the topic "What also goes wrong in Life". TeDe let the result of the test decide whether he will study (here) on, or not.
I got 65% (in marks a "C" or 3.0), TeDe only 22%, and his friend only 20%. Both will leave the RWTH and also didn't come to the test following after Analysis.
This way I loose the close contact to TeDe, what I really not appreciate. In my 3 terms at the university, I learned each term with somebody different. This is because 2 of these 3 persons left the university. For sure I'm happy to get to know new people next term, but on the one hand I'm afraid to approach to new people and on the other hand I'm afraid to loose these at the End of the term again.

This way I cannot enjoy my success.

See you next week.


PS:
Summary:
(still missing)

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Images Of Cloudy Urine

GeR2, 9.2 - 15.2. "Analysis", or "What else in life is still wrong,"

Liebes Tagebuch,

Der Tag der Analysis Klausur für mein Informatikstudium is imminent. I should practice, I have jitters. The exam is the first Thursday (14.2.) Tede but gets his ass is not high for learning.

Analysis for Mathematicians I've ever heard before one year and then not get the exam registration. This year was easier because I could hear the lecture for computer science.
are over the semester away make wöchendlich homework on time and leave. These are then corrected and returned. If you do not have enough points in the homework, do not you take notes.
At this point a big thank you to my tutor who was with the distribution of points very very generous. We should
work in groups of three, so I fixed me Tede and his friends. Have mostly worked well only me, so I have the substance of the lectures will also be understood halbdwegs. Well, lectures, ... REQUIREMENTS, was there a parallel course, I was only on every other course, but whatever.
The important thing for me at the university are actually the Global exercises. Here is a lecturer at the front and calculates duties. If you are then at home, assistance is in addition been written by their own blank page and writes easily and is thereby a different values. This results in homework which bring in points.
I have my two fellow students (students) offered a month to sit down during the lecture time with me and work up the material not understood, but I was not interested in it met with.


It is Tuesday, 02/12 .. Tede applies not only to learn we promised one, but even an hour earlier (by 22 clock !!!). The countdown is on, there are still 40 hours before the exam. When learning notes Tede that he has his book at home leave. Great timing ... namely our documents we can take into the exam.
I do my best to have a job hammering in his head before we have to get up early tomorrow to pick up his book. It seemed appropriate to the study of teacher change to Bachelor, for I declare I seem too complicated for things that happen to me too trivial (easy). I'm just not against his lack of interest in mathematics compared to what I actually have too, but compensated with logical thinking.

We kip together in my 1,40 m wide bed. It's terrible. I do not know why, but I can only sleep badly when I am not alone. It takes longer to fall asleep because I'm just probably not used to. Also, I do not sleep as deeply and wake up early. I think that's terrible because I do not want to wake up the others too. Therefore, I refrain myself to move and actually prevented me so himself back to sleep it.

It is Wednesday morning (13.2.) and I torture myself out of bed. I'm awake, but I do not want to get up. There are still 30 hours before the exam.
we get ready to rise to make the bus and onto a 1-hour trip. When we arrived Tede by the parent first party with cake and salad from the birthday celebration the previous day invited to breakfast. I want to learn, but only off and on. I will not be distracted again, I will continue to share my approach to the tasks.
improved by 13 clock we are back at my house. Great, even 25 hours to retreat and has not made it. There is a sample exam, which is only weeks old. With it you can learn great, there is also a solution. The sheet is up in the night went, but we are too slow in his body. Tede need some 4 times as long for a task as it is intended.
When we go on the hunger we eat comes in nor out. Damn, that cost us determined 2 hours.
It determines clock was already 3 when we finally went to bed.

The next morning I dedicate Tede into a secret technique I have used before each module separately. And with each exam, in which I have not used them, I have not passed. It is of course not about cheating, because we must indeed all of material with them into the exam, can take what we do. I have also not yet in any exam cheating and will not start so well!

panic breaks out. There are still 4 hours until the exam and writes nurnoch Tede without understanding the model solution from the tasks that we did not yesterday. I complete my 3 leaves (= 6 pages) on which I think I have collected everything worth knowing even a few integration rules, and we leave. We are 30 minutes before the official beginning of the retreat there, but we did not see that the exam again half an hour later only beginning.
entlich it goes in the largest lecture hall. The exam will be handed out and I look at the paper. I can not help laughing aloud, as one of the 6 Tasks was already a homework assignment this semester, and I have the corrected version here. I grab the first blank page and just write on the homework. Of the other 5 tasks I create an object completely to my satisfaction, 2 with swabs and 2 only in its infancy.

me it's shit. 50%, you get in an exam, and I would have given me only 48%. DAMN, I will not write again have to. And then I'll also writes the lyrics supplied by all sorts of people on ICQ, but only where I would like to hole up alone in a corner and come out again only willing, if everything is over. But we do not begrudge me my rest.

I will find something anticipate in the future.
Returning to the theme "What else in life can still go wrong." Tede has let the Ergenis this exam decide whether he will continue to study (here) or not.
It should be said that I had reached 65% of the points (grade 3.0), Tede unfortunately only 22%, and his friend, only 20%. Both left the RWTH and are also one of the following analysis exams no longer published.
I lose by so close contact with Tede, which I find very sad.
In my 3 semesters of university I have learned in each semester with someone else. 2 of these 3 people have left the university. Although I am pleased in the next semester to make new friends, but to an anxiety on the people to approach and, second, now even the fear of losing it to the end of the next semester again.

I can enjoy my success not so.


next week.

PS:
Summary:
(missing)

Sunday, March 2, 2008

How Dangerous Is Anbesol

ENG1, Jan 31 - Feb 8: Roof damage, Dive and Staying on the Ground

First of all: My english is not the best. If you find errors, you may keep them;) or send me a notice (please not as a comment if not really really important)

Dear Diary,

written because you're public, I'll almost ever use nicknames, that have nothing to do whit the person behind it. Because of the fact, that i give people with nicknames other nicknames, I have to try to remember which person I gave which nickname, and I'll really give my best. If the person behind the nicknames found, that this is him/her and wants to be named with his/her real name/nick, I'll tell you who it was and use the real name/nick henceforth.

You, as my diary, shall be my memory hook, because I more and more realize, that I'm not in the position to remember even the day before yesterday.
Because of that I'll tell you stories, which are founded on the truth, but details and other things may be changed.



Today is Jan 31, well, not really, but since back then much happened.

The topic is "Roof damage, Dive and Staying on the Ground".
In Germany we say to some people "You have a roof damage" when we're meaning "You are nuts / draft / crack-brained / insane / ..."
I'm a little mentally ill by my self, but only because I cannot tell my brain to not only live "today", but also save / memorize "the past".
But this time it is different. We are in the carnival week beginning on Thursday, ending on Wednesday. During this time most people do not (want to) work. This is bad, because on Thursday water starts dripping through my bathroom-ceiling. There is a 20 inch long beads of water-drops. I'm taking a photo first time at 6 pm.
I inform my mother and the headmaster and go upstairs.
On my way upstairs I'm counting paving tiles to find the guilty one (culprit). After 16 month of living in this house I don't know the other people living here, except from perhaps seeing.
Upstairs I'm ringing, knocking, even shouting through the door of room number 65, but nothing happens. The other neighbors also don't react on this noise.
I go back to my room and check the ceiling again. It got much less.
At 11 pm I go to the bathroom another time, and the beads is back. I go on the balcony to check the lights upstairs and this time I ring at room number 64.
An asian couple opens the door and I ask whether they showered recently and show them the photos.
Back in my room with the couple with me, the man explains to me, that he worked on the drain this after noon, and that he wants to repair it tomorrow. And there was evening and there was morning, one day.

Next day (Friday, Feb 1), the problem really was solved, but it is only fixed with a twine.
The headmaster is not really happy about it. He wants the phone-number of the renter to check it out by himself.
I'm not a strong man, and I believe on the good in human kind. This is why i believed the renter would call the headmaster himself, because the renter promised 2-3 times. Damn it, he didn't.
And there was evening and there was morning, a second day.

I'm leaving "roof damage" here and create a smooth transition (in german "flowing transition") to "Dive".

It is Saturday (Feb 2) and JJ wants to go swimming. But we were scwimming on Monday and Wednesday, and I want to go swimming with Viper. If he doesn't want to go swimming, then I'd go swimming with JJ, but Viper wants to. I prefer viper, because he is male, but I woun't mind to try it with a female *wink, wink*.
So I invited myself to sleep over night at his place and him in exchange for a meal.
It got late, so we could only go to McDonalds.
And there was evening and there was morning, a third day.

(Sunday, Feb 3) Because of carnival, there were not many indoor swimming pools opened (what a damn word to write on the front door of a building, "Hallenbad" is so much shorter). It was likable empty and for the 2 hours you pay for whe spent at least 3 hours including changing (clothes).
I was in this indoor swimming pool before, and if you spend all the time in the colder big swimming pool, the time runs slow. But if you pay time in the smaller and warmer children swimming pool, the time runs much faster. And the time there ran defiantly too fast.
I noticed, that I get short of breath very fast. So I try diving in the big pool as long and as far as possible. I don't think this will help me to gain more power in my lungs, but I nothing better crossed my mind until now.
And there was evening and there was morning, a fourth day.

"Staying on the Ground" or "Coming back to the Ground" is something that is close to my hearth. I catch opportunities and lead my surrounding with a bit of (un-)handiness in the way I want it to be. But if I got my will, I feel guilty for what I did, especially for the 2 it hit this time.
Eventhoug I know that I don't have to apologise I want to do it.
So:
I'm sorry TeDe and Viper. Eventhoug you didn't have to suffer, you should try to bring me down to earth.

I don't remember Feb 4 to Feb 7, but I don't want any gaps in between.

I finished the German Version at 2:30 AM and the later it gets, the shorter the sections get. I'm still unhappy with how much space "roof damage" takes and the most important thing ("Staying on the Ground") only needs.


I wish you,
dear diary,
a good night.

PS:
Summary:
Karana: Memory Problems, swims
JJ: female, swims
Viper: male, swims
Tede: male